We Moved to Ukraine.

We Moved to Ukraine.

In lieu of my online absence, it’s been quite a wild past few weeks! The last week and a half of July, my Mom and Aunt were visiting J and I in Malta, so we spent the entire time taking them around to see, do, and eat our favourite things on the island. It was a an absolute blast.

Then, last week we packed our bags once again, and flew from the island of Malta, to move to Lviv, Ukraine.

Lviv, Ukraine.The picturesque  streets of Lviv, Ukraine.

If it was up to J and I, we would have stayed in Malta for as long as we could. It was getting quite comfortable (which isn’t necessarily a good thing), and we had started to master our routine. But then, visa issues.

Once we knew we had to leave the Schengen area (i.e. most of Europe), we looked into other options. Croatia. Cyprus. Asia. But then the idea of Ukraine came up and we just knew it had to be.

You see, I actually consider myself “Ukrainian,” having grown up in a half-Ukrainian family. I spoke Ukrainian, celebrated Ukrainian holidays, went to Ukrainian school, and was immersed in Canadian-Ukrainian culture. My Ukrainian grandmother (Baba, as we called her) was born in western Ukraine, and immigrated to Canada in the late 40s, never to return. Since then, none of her family, including neither her 3 daughters, nor any of her grandchildren have been to Ukraine. Until now.

 My BabaMy beautiful Baba and I long ago.

Over the years I have lost a lot of my native Ukrainian language abilities, and have also always wondered if the traditions we celebrated were congruent with Ukraine’s modern day culture. I always knew I would someday go to Ukraine, where I hoped to pick back up the language, and get a sense of what it actually meant to be Ukrainian.

When my Baba passed away two years ago, this dream didn’t fade. Instead, it solidified the idea that I had to go and see for myself the place my Baba idealized growing up. After all, how could I even call my self ‘Ukrainian’ if I had never been to the actual country in my life?

Fast forward to landing in Lviv, which was super emotional for me. It was like everything “Ukrainian” I ever knew or did led up to this exact moment. But as soon as I nervously handed my passport over to Customs, and the woman pronounced my Ukrainian name instead of the Anglicized version “Cassandra,” I knew I was where I was meant to be.

It’s only been a few days, but both J and I already love this city. My Ukrainian is quickly improving, and I’m starting to feel comfortable being fully immersed in the culture. I think of how lucky I am to be here, and especially how proud my Baba would be. Ukraine was, and always will be, her reason for being, and the thing she loved most. I can only hope to carry on that sense of Ukrainian pride, and do Babs proud.

Living in Lviv